Infertile thoughts

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20 June 2004

Sunday, June 20th, 2004

6 weeks 1 day. Not much to report, there has mainly just been seesawing emotions, tiredness, and a disgusting wretching habit when I am hungry/smell virtually anything in the last couple of days. At other times I feel like I am bursting with energy, especially after I go for a brisk walk. Wish my boobs [...]

18 May 2004

Tuesday, May 18th, 2004

Ok I am going to start with one positive thing before I launch into what is becoming a bit of a regular theme in my diary, ie me depressed about not having a baby. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Anyway…about a week and a half ago I got to meet Lucy (Elle) and her gorgeous little peach of a [...]

2 May 2004

Sunday, May 2nd, 2004

CD 34 no hormonal alchemy in the boobs etc to let me know that AF is on her way. Unless my shitty mood counts. But then again, trying to stay all positive through this infertility journey simply wears thin at times. Stupid AF better turn up this week as it is time to get back [...]

18 April 2004

Sunday, April 18th, 2004

It’s been a fun weekend…would have been perfect if Collingwood had won the football but you can’t have it all LOL Yesterday DH and I went to a uni reunion of sorts (5 years since my graduation ceremony). It was great to catch up with friends and it was such a beautiful day down at [...]

30 January 2004

Friday, January 30th, 2004

Feeling a lot calmer today. We’ve got to give this ICSI gig a shot, risks or not, because let’s face it, what other choice do we have?! It sure beats the alternative, just over 10 years ago my DH would have been told that he had bugger all chance of biologically fathering a child. I’m [...]

16 September 2003

Tuesday, September 16th, 2003

Well here I am 12DPO and have been spotting since 8DPO. Wow- a new record. Boobs aren’t sore, negative HPT at 9DPO. Today my temp started to drop. Now all I have to do is wait for the witch. Am I ever going to fall pregnant and have a baby? On a happier note DH [...]

20 July 2003

Sunday, July 20th, 2003

Wish I could stop replaying the events of last year over and over in my head. Wish I didn’t have to go through with a laproscopy the day before the anniversary of my ectopic pregnancy when I don’t know what the outcome will be. Wish I didn’t want a baby so much that sometimes I [...]

19 July 2003

Saturday, July 19th, 2003

Cheap HPTs really do know how to make a BFN clear and obvious. So far I have had the biggest BFNs possible- yesterday (CD11) and today CD 12. And to top it off it looks like i the spotting is starting to turn into bleeding. A 27 day cycle- how fabulous. I started celebrating yesterday [...]

7 June 2003

Saturday, June 7th, 2003

CD23 and i think I ovulated today- I think I literally felt O occur as I had these distinct stitch type pains in my groin on the left side at around midday. About bloody time! So frustrated though. Went to the pub last night after a tough week in which not much BDing occurred and [...]

2 June 2003

Monday, June 2nd, 2003

CD 18 and no sign of O- at all. No +OPK, no EWCM, nada, zip, zilch. Just when I was starting to feel confident that I may be getting a regular cycle. That’s it I am ringing the Gyn tomorrow….. I guess it could be stress- I mean what with the taxi and the cat [...]

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