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22 August 2002

Thursday, August 22nd, 2002

What a nightmare this has all been. My “complete” miscarriage turned out to be an ectopic pregnancy. Just under two weeks ago I had emergency surgery to remove my right fallopian tube. How the hell this was missed until rupture was imminent… I will write more when I am well enough. This has been the [...]

30 July 2002

Tuesday, July 30th, 2002

I miss you little one.

25 July 2002

Thursday, July 25th, 2002

Little one, you left me on 21 July 2002 and I really don’t have the strength yet to write about this. Call it a mothers intuition but I knew that I was losing you on the 19th. You brought me so much joy for the few weeks you were here and it seems so bloody [...]

17 July 2002

Wednesday, July 17th, 2002

Ohhhh boy. I think I am heading towards the dreaded m/s, although in my case it is more like afternoon/ early evening and hungry tummy sickness. I haven’t thrown up. Yet. But I am soooo close! All smells just make me gag. I used to love the smell of coffee. Now I think it is [...]

12 July 2002

Friday, July 12th, 2002

how tired can one person get?!

9 July 2002

Tuesday, July 9th, 2002

Ahhhhhh little one Here is the tale of how I found out about you: Saturday 6th July 2002- your Mum got out of bed and decided to do a test. She didn’t think she was pregnant but just wanted to rule it out as she was going to see her doctor about her mysterious “hormonal” [...]

8 July 2002

Monday, July 8th, 2002

Never dreamed that I would make it into the pregnant section!!!!!!!!!!! Will write more when I am not feeling so squirgly and tired, and when I have my blood test results back so I have a better idea of EDD- so far its 10/03/03 Love you with all my heart little one- keep growing and [...]

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