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1 November 2002

Friday, November 1st, 2002

Not much to report. Despite what the gyn said I thought about TTC this month but then got petrified at the idea of having another ep…so we haven’t BDed bteween CD14 and CD20. I reckon that should cover the danger period. I have been getting really crap dull aches in my left side for the [...]

16 October 2002

Wednesday, October 16th, 2002

Why is there such sadness and panic in my heart? I know that death is inevitable, but I am just so sacred that this is it- that I am never going to meet my angel baby or my grandad or see my nana again. That all we have is this short existence and then nothing. [...]

4 October 2002

Friday, October 4th, 2002

DH and I are off to Melbourne tomorrow for the week. It is FIL’s 60th birthday and a great chance for DH to catch up with his closest mates. I can’t believe it has been almost 2 years since we’ve been in Melbourne… A bit tired and crappy today…well for the last week lol. I [...]

1 October 2002

Tuesday, October 1st, 2002

Have finally got together all my medibank private and medicare cheques to pay for all of my hospital bills. I am up for well over $1000 out of my own pocket! Not happy jan. It seems as if I have to pay for the mistakes of the public health system…and my health insurance is only [...]

29 September 2002

Sunday, September 29th, 2002

Just got back from a lovely weekend away up at MacMasters Beach with my DH, Mum, Dad and sister. My Mum had booked this house a couple of weeks ago figuring that we could all do with a break- and boy was she right! It was just so lovely to spend some quality time with [...]

23 September 2002

Monday, September 23rd, 2002

I am so over typing an entry and losing it- it’s happened again!!!! Oh well. I guess the most important thing to record is that I scattered some crumbs of our wedding cake around our baby tree (it was our 1st anniversary on the 15th) and said a quick prayer. Who knows….. That’s it I [...]

20 September 2002

Friday, September 20th, 2002

Hi all, Yesterday I had my six week check up after my emergency surgery to remove my right fallopian tube. If you can believe it I actually braved seeing the photos from the surgery! I now understand why they had to do what they had to do- my tube was larger than my ovary and [...]

6 September 2002

Friday, September 6th, 2002

I am not sure that I am going to write down the story of my hospital stay again…or at least for quite some time. Today I just want to enjoy the memory of my little one. You brought me so much joy in the brief time that you were with me. It is a relief [...]

4 September 2002

Wednesday, September 4th, 2002

Yesterday I spent three hours typing in the rest of my story only to have the computer crash. Do I have to lose everything?

2 September 2002

Monday, September 2nd, 2002

As part of the grieving process I guess it is time to write about what happened. As you can see from my previous diary entries I thought that I had miscarried on July 21. What happened was that on July 19 I noticed that my boobs no longer hurt and that I didn’t feel hungry/nauseous. [...]

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