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9 August 2003

Saturday, August 9th, 2003

I survived my surgery. Have to admit I wasn’t that brave and cried the whole time until they knocked me out. But the news is good- my left tube is clear! I only had a couple of adhesions which have been fixed up. But there are no blockages, no endo and my ovaries look good [...]

20 July 2003

Sunday, July 20th, 2003

Wish I could stop replaying the events of last year over and over in my head. Wish I didn’t have to go through with a laproscopy the day before the anniversary of my ectopic pregnancy when I don’t know what the outcome will be. Wish I didn’t want a baby so much that sometimes I [...]

19 May 2003

Monday, May 19th, 2003

BLah- time to update seeing as i have the chance. I am sick today and will head off to the doctor’s shortly. I think its a virus as I’m all achey headachey and vague. Just need to double check because our admin officer at work was in hospital last week for viral meningitis poor thing. [...]

5 May 2003

Monday, May 5th, 2003

Hmmm while DH is away it must be time for me to do an update. Let’s see I must be CD 20 DPO 4-5. Due to work committments DH and I only got one really prime BD in the fertile window- CD15 (going into 16- it was late at night lol). So we are in [...]

4 April 2003

Friday, April 4th, 2003

I’m feeling a bit lazy so I think I will just paste in a relevant post. The only other things I’ll add are that my cycle is a bit out of whack. I had dark bleeding no cramps start on March 17 and then red bleeidng and cramps start three days later. The total time [...]

10 March 2003- Due date

Monday, March 10th, 2003

Today was the day you should have been born into this world little one. But it never came to pass. Today I weep for you, I weep for the loss of my right tube, I weep that your Dad never held you in his arms, I weep because in the eyes of the world I [...]

5 March 2003

Wednesday, March 5th, 2003

The 10th of March rolls ever closer…. Oh little one sometimes I think my heart will break if i think about what should have been.

23 November 2002

Saturday, November 23rd, 2002

I am tired of the insane world in which we now find ourselves living. It’s amazing the fear that is now ever present when I am going about ordinary things. I am scared that I work in the CBD and catch a train that goes to Central Station. I now want to get Christmas and [...]

8 November 2002

Friday, November 8th, 2002

It is so hot here today. Feel like I am walking around in a daze, my brain is liquid and I am on delay telecast. Have got to get out and find somewhere cool. Did a HPT this morning. Negative but then that was what I expected. I just wish this spotting and bleeding caper [...]

5 November 2002

Tuesday, November 5th, 2002

Hmm by the time I have managed to log on I’m too tired to write anything! I have bought a HPT just in case. I think I will every month. Even if I have a period (which it turns out I did with the ep- before I knew I was pg). It might be insane [...]

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