Archive for May, 2004

28 May 2004

Friday, May 28th, 2004

What a week. Tuesday I get the call..only one embryo has survived. After intial panic has worn off ring clinic and ask whether it is worthwhile proceeding with blast culture. Doctor agrees that it isn’t, transfer scheduled for next morning. Wednesday- transfer seven cell embie. DH is with me and we see the embryo on […]

22 May 2004

Saturday, May 22nd, 2004

No more blood tests. Embies to be thawed on Tuesday for transfer Friday if one makes it. I don’t know why I can’t shake this black mood, I should be looking forward to doing the FET next week, right? But I just can’t seem to muster any enthusiasm, only sadness and fear alternating with resignation […]

19 May 2004

Wednesday, May 19th, 2004

There will be yet another daily blood test tomorrow *sigh* I am the human pincushion…………..

18 May 2004

Tuesday, May 18th, 2004

Ok I am going to start with one positive thing before I launch into what is becoming a bit of a regular theme in my diary, ie me depressed about not having a baby. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anyway…about a week and a half ago I got to meet Lucy (Elle) and her gorgeous little peach of a daughter […]

2 May 2004

Sunday, May 2nd, 2004

CD 34 no hormonal alchemy in the boobs etc to let me know that AF is on her way. Unless my shitty mood counts. But then again, trying to stay all positive through this infertility journey simply wears thin at times. Stupid AF better turn up this week as it is time to get back […]