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12 October 2003

By hissychick | October 12, 2003

Well we did the deed around the right times and I dutifully took my cough medicine and even used some egg white on a couple of occasions. I am so over this whole baby making gig. So f*ck it- I’ve had a few drinks at the pub on both Friday and Saturday (hmmm 3-4DPO plus more than half a bottle of red..naughty naughty), I’ve used the KY during fertile times, I am happily onto my fifth cup of tea for the day. I am just so sick of waiting. I haven’t been checking in on the boards as much lately. I just don’t know whether I have any positive vibes for anyone at the moment and so I don’t think it’s fair that I bring others down. I just don’t feel like DH and I are ever going to see another BFP, let alone have a baby. At the same time I don’t want to indulge in self pity because let’s face it, in life sh*t happens and there are a hell of a lot of other people in this world dealing with a hell of a lot bigger piles of existential excrement than ours. Blah.

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