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9 August 2003

By hissychick | August 9, 2003

I survived my surgery. Have to admit I wasn’t that brave and cried the whole time until they knocked me out. But the news is good- my left tube is clear! I only had a couple of adhesions which have been fixed up. But there are no blockages, no endo and my ovaries look good :) I cannot explain the relief of waking up to not much pain. No oxygen for twenty four hours, no drainage tubes, no agony. I now have another frame of reference when it comes to operations IYKWIM Here’s a wierd thing for you though. Apparently I had a corpus leuteum on my right ovary that looked like i o’ed two weeks ago which was when I had my period. It looks like I oed twice this cycle! Go figure…anyway next cycle I am chucking out OPKs, temping, the lot and shagging for Australia. I’ve gotta catch one of these eggs sometime surely ;) Today is the anniversary of my ectopic surgery and you know what? I feel hopeful about the future. It may take some time, but there’s a good chance that DH and I will fall pg and it will be a normal uterine pg, especially now that I can stop worrying about what’s happening with my remaining tube. DH is such a sweetheart. Yesterday he bought me a present and when I opened it up it was a beautiful romper suit, bib and baby slippers. I said to him that I’d always wanted to start buying some beautiful things to put away but I’d always felt too superstitious. You know what he said? He reckons that we should at least have a few things so a little one knows that we’re waiting for them :) What a darling darling man… Anyway I better get back to resting this sore tum of mine. Here’s to you, future bubs. I know you’re getting closer with each day and I cannot wait until we meet. And thank you little one, for the time you spent with me and the strength you helped me discover. I will never forget you, you will always be in my heart.

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