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7 June 2003
By hissychick | June 7, 2003
CD23 and i think I ovulated today- I think I literally felt O occur as I had these distinct stitch type pains in my groin on the left side at around midday. About bloody time! So frustrated though. Went to the pub last night after a tough week in which not much BDing occurred and decided a few drinks were in order because I was sad about O and stuff. Then I noticed EWCM so I SMSed DH and told him we should go home… Forgot to do my OPK and ended up doing one on the train at around 10pm (yeah I know I know, carrying a test and then doing it too late in the night in the bloody train toilets!). When I got home I looked at the test (I was a bit drunk) and it looked vaguely like a positive. Tried to hit on DH and he said “you look tired” and didn’t respond. So no BDing… My temp was right up this morning. I cried. DH apologised. We BDed anyway. I did another OPK at 10am. It was positive. Then I had the O pains around midday… Not sure what our chances are though. I have done some reading and I think it is possible to O on the day of temp rise. Plus I took my temp later than usual and had a fair amount of alcohol in my system.. Yeah I know I know, clutching at straws. I am just so over the whole TTC in that I am sick of the stress. So I am going to be extremely naughty and have a few more drinks tonight. Stuff it- it’s not like i am ever going to have a normal uterine pregnancy with a healthy baby at the end of it anyway. That happens to other people. Blah.
Topics: Infertile thoughts, Preblog diary, TTC |
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