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23 November 2002
By hissychick | November 23, 2002
I am tired of the insane world in which we now find ourselves living. It’s amazing the fear that is now ever present when I am going about ordinary things. I am scared that I work in the CBD and catch a train that goes to Central Station. I now want to get Christmas and New Years Eve off work becauseI am frightened of what may happen. And all this because there are some truly insane people out there who are taking selected bits oftheir religion all too seriously. *sigh* Hmmm I broke down yesterday and had a really big cry about TTC with DH. It looks like we will now start trying again. I think that our desire for a child will help me conquer my fear of another ectopic. I like to believe that my angel wants to come back for a second shot at life in the physical realm. I suppose like everything else, you cannot control what happens in life. I only hope and pray that if I do get the chance to bring a child into this world that it is still a safe place.
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