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29 September 2002
By hissychick | September 29, 2002
Just got back from a lovely weekend away up at MacMasters Beach with my DH, Mum, Dad and sister. My Mum had booked this house a couple of weeks ago figuring that we could all do with a break- and boy was she right! It was just so lovely to spend some quality time with my most loved ones, and to get out in the natural environment and just feel the aliveness of things. The crash of the ocean, the delicate beauty of shells, the amazing colous of wildflowers…. I just wish I wan’t feeling so frightened of death again. This after my session with the psychologist where I said that I felt I was starting to turn more of a corner…. Just be…. My body is also confusing me. I thought I had bad O pains last weekend as I had a persistent ache in the right side of my groin…near the surgery site. However I had the hugest amount of EWCM in the shower yesterday! I guess things just need to settle. I am just keeping an eye on things before we start TTC again. Actually, I would just like to be able to not be afraid to make love again… I just don’t want to be so frightened of life anymore. ************************************************************** I read a post by shazbink in which she mentioned that the doctor has suggested she may have an ectopic pg. This really made me start to shake. I cannot handle the idea of someone else having to go through this! Shaz, if you are reading this please please please be persistent with the doctors- do not accept anything they say until they have definitive proof of where your baby is located. I have left you a message in the miscarriage board. My thoughts are with you….
Topics: Ectopic, Preblog diary |
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